mike came home today and surprised his mom and i.
i really needed to see him.
happy late valetines to me?

As much as i detest the meaningless "holiday" i cant deny the fact that it does make me wish i had "love".

i dont care if i get it on february 14th or any other day. i just miss it. and valentines day never lets me forget what i dont have...in the vicinity at least.

poop. =\

and i'm am nobody's "yes" friend, daughter, sister, girlfriend, OR cousin. (i am a yes auntie, aiden can do whatever he wants)

i'm very upset. the stupid sun is throwing off my whole day! i was going to lay out in the sun which is supposed to be in my backyard. but its not. how am i supposed to tan with no sun?!!?

I GOT INTO SAN DEIGO STATE!!!!!!!
so eventho i said i dont really wanna go there, its better than DVC. at least i have an option now. but seriously, it feels awesome. i cant even tell you.

cuz i think i change my hair color more than i change my underwear.

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i think i finally may have found my answer. i found my first best friend from kindergarten who moved across the country when i was in 2nd grade. it scared me for life! we were pen pals until about 4th grade and then i never heard from her again. but miraculously i found her! on myspace! my little whitney ellefson is 20 years old and its so strange ( Read more... )

so remember that time in my life when i couldnt wait to leave ( Read more... )

seriously i dare you to tell me this little girl does not look like she could be my daughter....or is she???

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i hate saying this. saying it will only remind me that it hasnt happened yet. but!

it's time for some mutherfucking changes around here.

i'm weeding out everything and everyone that is unneccessary in my life. things and people which do not benefit me in some way, are getting the boot. theres just too much fluff in my life.