Why is it that I find myself dating men with no jobs? I've moved on from dating abusive drug abusers with no jobs. Now I have a man that just isnt motivated to work I guess. I wonder if I would want to work if I had someone who would pay my rent, buy my food, take me on trips...maybe this is all my fault because I let it happen. And how hard is it ( Read more... )

I cant remember the last time I was actually happy around the holidays. In previous years I've always dreaded spending christmas alone. This year I have a wonderful man who loves me and our three gorgeous children (2 dogs 1 cat) who all love me no matter what. Its amazing to me that I've been in this relationship for a year and havent had one fight ( Read more... )

So I havent written in this thing in forever. I guess myspace really is taking over the world! The lakers are in the finals for the first time since 2004 which is incredibly exciting for me. My sister got married, i got a house....got a man....got a happy heart. love to you all.

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I fell off the wagon
cuz I feel abandoned
I thought I caught myself
but its not just my mental health
I've learned lifes treasures dont include wealth
I just want someone to be here
to hold me near
I need to be number one to someone
I'm really not crazy its deep inside me
but still i know the best is yet to be

Last night Crystal and I got press passes to see Amy Winehouse at the Roxy. Shit was AMAZING. i was right up front no one in front of me but the stage. we got some great pictures. it truly was a life changin performance i cant get the songs out of my head!
I'm a happy shelly


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Now I'm numb as hell and I can't feel a thing
But don't worry about regret or guilt cause I never knew your name
I just want to thank you
Thank you
From the bottem of my heart
For all the sleepless nights
And for tearing me apart

I deleted myself off of myspace the other day. No need for it. No need to talk to stupid lying bitches...no need to fuel the drama. I wanted no drama...but the myspace just gives it ya know. I dont need it. I need another re-assuring letter to myself so here it goes ( Read more... )

False Alliance Danny makes me feel better all the time...that crazy kid.

I have been down lately...trying to get back up.

I love live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am generous, loving, full of hope and forgiveness ( Read more... )