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avoid at all costs
Breaking up hurts so much that I've decided to practice relationship abstinence. It's the only 100% safe method. -
faraway whistles in the dark
I used to like the sound of distant trains at night. But now it just makes me feel lonely and mournful. -
not real
I gave too much. I loved too much. I felt too much. We all know nobody wants what is easily attained ( Read more... ) -
difference.
He left me ( Read more... ) -
I need reassurance
I am beginning to realize it doesn't take much to turn me into an insecure basketcase.
Love is scary! Why do we do it?? -
Unexpected Moments of Bliss
Well what do you know. 2010 is halfway over already. It seems that what I used to use this journal for has been replaced by facebook and twitter. That 's not to say I have no more use for it, though. I just have to figure a new purpose for it ( Read more... ) -
won't drive 4 hours for the dream
I have been told I am a dream worth giving up on. Not worth holding on to any longer. Not worth the time and effort. But "an awesome person." How much more awesome would I have to become to be worth it? What am I not doing ( Read more... ) -
summer summer
I will just pretend it has not been ages and ages since my last update ( Read more... ) -
Gender identities and media (sociology assignment)
This term I took a 300-level Sociology class called Gender & Sexualities to fulfill a University Studies requirement at Portland State U. It's been a great class (though the schedule and structure could use some improvement) and I've learned a lot of interesting stuff. I just wrote a paper for it. The assignment was to watch two contrasting TV ( Read more... ) -
Well.
That didn't last very long. I guess this is what dating is? Ehh.
... I wanted to take this really well and be cool and whatever about it, but uhhhh. Not as easy as it seems. I just need to go to bed before I -- no. whatever! yeah! goodnight!