Life in Boston is very good, I am getting closer to a lot of people and i am being more social. but i just feel weird sometimes. maybe its depressed. i dont know. i have always been the person that everyone goes to for advice, on anything. even people i dont know very well always seem to be calling me for help, but now i feel like i have no one to ( Read more... )

so i feel a lot better about the break up now, i really need to be happy with myself on my own before i can really be happy in a relationship (i know how corny w/e ( Read more... )

i wish he would have told me he cheated on me, or said he wasnt attracted to me anymore, or said i was crazy. at least then i could hate him for it. he wouldnt tell me he loved me for like two weeks, and then when he breaks up with me he tells me that he'll always love me. what the hell am i supposed to say. i want to be able to never speak to him ( Read more... )

what i saw on my family vacation to fire island ( Read more... )

i just miss my friends from home a lot, i need them here now more than every :(

I dont know whats happened to me ( Read more... )

so my mom bought me a 500 dollar volvo, but it is a stick shift, and i really suck. i tried to go to her work today (it is like 10 minutes away) and i stalled 4 times while i was trying to get out of the drive way, and of course the garbage truck was blocking the other lane so like five cars were honking at me because they couldnt get around me. ( Read more... )

so my mom is moving to new york, at first i wasnt really upset by it because she is keeping the house in Florida, and left me a car so i could get around while i am there, but the more i think about it the sadder i get. i mean, i like florida because i get to live there with my mom, i dont want to live in a house all by myself, and watch movies by ( Read more... )

every time i take a shower i leave my pony tail holder on the sink, then she comes in to get food from the fridge while im in the shower, takes my pony tail holder, and puts it on her dresser. Then when i say usually ill just get another one, but whenever i say "where the hell is my pony tail holder" she says, aww did you lose it? you can borrow ( Read more... )

so i decided i would try and be like the cool people and go out and party, and it really didnt work very well ( Read more... )