I'm taking a break from packing to write. I feel blah again today. I've been feeling really blah and down for the past few days and I'm not exactly sure why. I just got off my period about a week ago so I know I'm not PMSing. I don't PMS that bad anyway. But I don't know. I guess it's a little bit of everything. This whole packing and moving ( Read more... )

My day was blah. Worked sucked. Talking with Kayla sucked. Crying sucked. Feeling sad sucked. Thinking too much sucked. Everything sucked. I started calling and texting some people, but most I couldn't get a hold of and one was busy. But then I decided to randomly call Vern. She didn't pick up so I left a message and not even a minute ( Read more... )

Tonight was cool. I got off work at 5, took a little nap, and then picked up Jaimie around 7:30. We got free pizza cause I was hungry. Then Jess, Nikki, Adam, Brooke, Erika, and Dustin came over to hang out. Oh, and then Steve came over later for a bit. Everyone drank, but I kept by my word and stayed completely sober. Like I said before, I ( Read more... )

I feel like I haven't written in forever, but really it hasn't been that long. A lot has happened since I last wrote though. Wednesday night was a blast!!! Me, Erika, Jess, Nikki, Adam, Cody, Steven, and Joe ended up going to the club. I was so excited to take Jess and Nikki since it was their first time going and the first time actually being ( Read more... )

This morning Jess called me and we ended up talking for a while. But after we got off the phone, my day went downhill. Today was horrible. I don't feel like getting upset writing about it all so lets just say me and michelle were both stressed and john is a complete asshole. Anyways. My day was bad, but I wasnt about to let anything ruin my ( Read more... )

Where to start, where to start. Last night we had a "kick it" at my apt. It was me, jaimie(until 10:00), dustin, jess, nikki, adam, erica, cody, erika, katera, and anthony. It was hella fun. Although...the past few days I think it's really, really been hitting me that, "wow, i'm single" and the scary thing is I think i've been enjoying that ( Read more... )

Jessica, jessica, jessica.....i hope things work out between you and nikki...i really do. and if not, you're going to find a great girl, cause you're a great girl.

Second attempt...failed miserably. After the first, I said there wouldn't be a second, but after the second, I know for sure there will be no third. They do say "third times the charm," but I already know IF there was a third time...there would be nothing charming about it. We were made to be friends and nothing more. Not lovers...not friend ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh! I don't even know where to begin. Last night was sooooo much fun! Me and Erika went over to Nikkis house to hang out with Nikki, Jess, and a few of their friends. We drank, we laughed, we bonded, we played the guitar, we took body shots, I made out with a gorgeous girl :), and it was just hella, hella fun. There is so much I want ( Read more... )

My day was, overall, good. I slept in as usual. Laura called me and asked me if I wanted to go see that movie, but I couldn't cause I was stuck at home waiting for the water guy to come. Erika spent the night last night, so when I woke up we both hung out. Finally around 3:30 the water guy came! Yay! Now we have a alhambra water cooler! Then ( Read more... )