Without explaining everything let me just say that I've made a final decision...I will never be a psychiatrist. I've thought about going to school and getting into psych....maybe being a psychiatrist or a high school counselor or something like that, but after tonight I realized if I made a career out of psych. I would literally kill myself. ( Read more... )

What a great day!! Today was EXACTLY what I needed. The beach, my guitar, and my buddy Erika...the three things I've been needing the most lately. I saw one of the most beautiful sights you can ever see, I started writing a new song, and most of all I finally had my one on one time with one of my best buddies. We talked, I cried, we laughed, we ( Read more... )

Ok, so I have to admit. I feel like I've been on this emotional rollercoaster for the past week now with plenty of ups and downs, but right now...I'm at a definite peak. I didn't think I was gonna be able to see Laura for a few days because of our schedules, but we managed to fit in a quick visit tonight...well, what was suppose to be a quick ( Read more... )

So I donated blood today. And now I'm taking a guitar break. The past 2 days I've been feeling a new song coming on and today I actually started it. Lets just hope it turns out the way I hear it in my head.

I drink away my sorrows ( Read more... )

I'm sooooo excited for this weekend!!! Pride is going to be so much fun this year!!! We have a hotel for saturday, we're staying all day sunday, and leaving sunday night. I'm excited!! It's gonna be me, Laura, Jess, Nikki, Joe, Marissa, and Kayla. Yay!

I wish Erika was here...

There's this car on my street that has the same car alarm as Laura so everytime I hear it I think it's her and get really excited. But sometimes it's not and I feel really stupid and get really disappointed. I just heard it a few minutes ago...but now I feel stupid...and I'm disappointed.

I just want to cuddle all night...

So far my day is going good. My head hurts a little from thinking so much about school and trying to figure out my schedule, but other than that I feel great. I feel great that I'm actually gonna go back. I'm gonna try my best to get in this fall, but if for some reason I cant I'm definitely getting in by the next semester. I'm ready. I've put ( Read more... )

Just got back from recording with Jason! I'm super excited that I pretty much have all my songs recorded now. We just have to go back and re-record "until tomorrow" cause I know I can do that song a million times better. It needs to be more powerful. And it definitely needs some drums. I can't wait till it's all done. I don't have that many ( Read more... )

Wow!! Fuck!! That was awesome...