Today I spent 5 hours looking up tabs online and playing the guitar. I'm so excited because I found the chords to this song I've been wanting to learn forever, but then I got really frustrated, because they're not all the right chords. Then I got even more frustrated because the song that I really wanted to learn for Laura I havent heard enough ( Read more... )

Why do I have to think so much? Why do I have to worry so much? Why do I have to analyze every single thing to the point where I feel like my head is going to explode? It's only today. Days like these where I don't work and I don't have anything to do, but sit around and think. Take that back. I do have stuff to do and there is stuff I could ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm in a movie. Like this is too good to be true. Like WE are too good to be true. But then I'm with her...the sweet little things she does for me, the way she looks at me, the way she kisses me, the way she touches me, the way she makes me smile, the way she makes me feel. I look into her eyes...deep into her eyes and I ( Read more... )

Right now I'm so content :) There's a party going on tonight which should be super cool and super fun! I'm excited that my friend Jen is going! Now she finally gets to meet Laura! And I'm super excited that Jason is going! I'm hoping I'll hear him sing later! That would totally make my night :) And I really wish Vern could come, but she's ( Read more... )

Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep, this air is blessed, you share with me ( Read more... )

Some say that when a heroin addict ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. A very good day. I worked 2-10:30. I had my interview today for head cashier. I still don't think I'll get the position because I'm not to sure if I'm the best qualified for it, but either way I'm totally happy because I fuckin kicked ass in my interview and left the room feeling great. Seriously, it was the best ( Read more... )

I can't sleep so I figured I'd just write and tell everyone some super cool news! Well, it's super cool news to me, but...ok, so the other night Laura took me to this party in Dixon. I ended up meeting a lot of new people. One of them being Laura's cool friend Jonah. I've always heard about him and always heard he's this very gifted muscisian, ( Read more... )

1) Never get drunk with a phone next to me (thats one I learned a while ago...still don't have that one down quite yet, but...)

2) Never get drunk and turn on the computer

Fuck! I hate my period! Periods suck! I'm dying here.....

Ok...not really, but...yeah maybe a little....