This is torture! Absolute torture!

I wish you were sleeping next to me...

I can't sleep. For the past two hours I've just been rolling around in my bed thinking about how much I wish Laura was here right now because I know if she was here she would hold me and everything would be ok. For some reason I'm really scared though. I'm scared to stay awake and I'm scared to go to sleep. I keep having weird dreams and ( Read more... )

Can't explain the situation, but lets just say everything is ok now. I think because there was no explaination for it and I had no answered questions at the time that the next day I was left feeling really odd. But it's done. It's been talked about. And now I know and I'm prepared for next time if there is even a next time. So yeah. Thats ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning feeling really blah and scared. I feel like something isn't right. Somethings out of place. I had a dream last night....and I'm hoping that dream doesnt come true because that would truely be a nightmare. I can't pinpoint exactly whats wrong, I just know it has something to do with last night. I think last night really ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while. So here's what's been happening ( Read more... )

And with a gasp of breath ( Read more... )

Ok, so Laura's family is down from South Dakota visiting for a week. They decided to fly over and surprise everyone. I'm totally excited for her! I guess she hasn't seen them in like a year to two years. So it should be a nice visit. I told her the other day that I didn't expect to see her at all this week. She should totally spend as much ( Read more... )

I met the girl of my dreams. And now I'm lucky because I'm with the girl of my dreams. Laura is the best friend anyone could ever have and the best girlfriend I could ever ask for. I can feel it...flowing through every ounce of my heart and seeping through every inch of my soul. This is love. I've felt love. Great love, but not a love like ( Read more... )

We just got back from dinner a bit ago. It went great! Laura thought my mom was hecka cute and I could tell my mom really liked Laura! It was nice seeing my mom again too cause I haven't seen her for about a month. She looked really good ( Read more... )

I wrote another new song today! Just a few minutes ago. I'm excited! I need to practice it a bit more, but...yeah. So tonight I'm going out to dinner with Laura and my mom. I feel like a dork cause we haven't even been together for that long, but my mom wants to meet her soon before she gets all blah from her radiation. I just found out a ( Read more... )