I'm soooo happy!! The past 4 or 5 days I've been soooooooooo happy! So much that I can't stop smiling. So much that people at work notice and say things like, "why are you so happy?" or "why are you smiling so much?" or my favorite, "did you get laid last night?" Actually, no...I haven't got laid in a while. But anyways. Even my dad has ( Read more... )

I'm so tired, but I can't sleep because I keep thinking about how awesome last night was and how today was the BEST DAY EVER!! Let's start with yesterday ( Read more... )

Laura finally sang for me!! She sang me sarah mclachlan...good choice, good choice...and she sang me Michelle Branch, "goodbye to you." I cried in that one. But anyways. Speaking of Laura. I love Craig to death, but I think that right now he's being a HUGE asshole. He fucked up big time! Big time! But it's his loss. He had the most ( Read more... )

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Why do I always want the girls the I know I can NEVER have?! It kills me. It fuckin kills me...

I honestly don't know what's wrong with me. Actually, nothing is wrong with me, I'm just human. But it's just weird for me because I am sooooooooo not the jealous type. It takes a lot to get me jealous. A LOT. But for some reason the two of them together, flirting, and doing whatever the hell it was they were doing in my room on new years eve ( Read more... )

I've never felt this feeling before. At least not with this much feeling. And all that I can do...is wipe the tears from my eyes...suck it up...and try and think of something else. But I can't. I'm trying. I'm trying really, really hard...but I can't.

I can't...

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Today I met this really cool girl named Katie. She's very, very cool.

Laura picked out a song that she's gonna sing to me! Yay! I'm excited!

And...Erika went back to Oakland :( Natalie and Whitney picked her up :(

So last night me, Cody, Craig, and Joe went to go pick up Erika in Oakland. On the way back we dropped Cody, Craig, and Joe off and me and Erika went to the club. It was fun, but sad at the same time. The fun part was seeing Isabell! And Jen!! Oh my gosh, and Sandy was there too. It's weird because EVERYTIME I go to the club I always ask Jen ( Read more... )