I was suppose to meet up with this girl Isabell and a bunch of friends at the club, but then Erika called me! She wants to come home!! She doesn't like it there! So, I dropped all my plans and I'm going to pick her up!! I'm soooooo excited. I have a feeling she's gonna be back and forth, but I'm gonna try my best to keep her here as long as I ( Read more... )

For some reason I can't stop thinking about the L Word. Dana and Alice to be specific. And I can't stop thinking about how retarted I was for accidently sending that text to Erika. I miss Erika...

I can't stop crying :( I haven't cried in what seems like forever...I used to cry all the time, probably one of the biggest cry babies you'd ever meet, but lately I've had nothing to really cry about... until now. I just fuckin love and care about her soooooooo much. Soooooooo much!! But it's obvious that she doesn't care enough about herself... ( Read more... )

Goodbye 2004, hello 2005! So far, so good. How about our fuckin New Years party here?! It was awesome! I loved it! I loved the people that were here, the amount of people that were here, the variety of people here. Overall, it was just a kick ass party!! All of you that went...hope you had a good time. :)

1) Quit smoking. After my last pack, I'm done. It's a disgusting habbit that I ( Read more... )

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! I'm so sad now :( It got deleted out of my phone! I've had it saved for 4 months...and now it's gone!

Sept.10

"I wanted to kiss you all night...
But I knew if I kissed you on the lips, it wouldn't end there..."

Fuck! I miss you sometimes. I really miss you...

I don't get it. What the fuck is wrong with me? Am I annoying? Am I too much? Do I come off a little too strong? Is it all that rolled into one?? I'm so confused. I just don't understand...

I just want to talk...

I just want to talk to someone...

Christmas Eve was super! Christmas day was ok. I went over to see my pops and we went over to dinner at one of his friends house. We were suppose to go see a movie too, but he decided to go home and have people over instead, but I didn't feel like going over so I just came home and had people over here. It was all good until I got a bit ( Read more... )

I'm sooooo happy!! My shitty Christmas Eve turned out to be great! I was sitting at home, alone, and so bored and lonely I almost felt like crying, but then Leann called me!!! And she asked if I wanted to come over and I was so happy I almost cried again. I went over and we went on a fast food hunt and ended up eating In and Out. Then we went ( Read more... )

Blah. Christmas sucks this year. I'm sooooo not feeling the Christmas spirit what so ever. And I hate it cause Christmas has always been my favorite holiday, but this year...I don't know whats going on...