Comments | trojanpony77: Is that you???

trojanpony77

Is that you???

Aug 14, 2006 17:55

So yeah I havent typed anything in a while so I thought I would. I have seriously been contemplating what it is that I really want from life. Its been such a sturggle to think about this with real intent. I fluff it off on the drive home or on the way to work but, I dont really think about hard like I have in the past about other things. What ( Read more... )

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starvetolive August 16 2006, 15:52:16 UTC

You will never know 100% what you want because once you experience it, then you all ready have it and then you won't want it anymore. The idea behind wanting something is the mystery of it. You can want something that you don't know all the facts about, it is okay. You are too analytical for your own good. :) Right now, what do you want that you don't know everything about? Name something. Get creative, it is okay to let go and not know everything. Making mistakes and backtracking is what makes us human, it is what makes life beautiful and lets us each create our own, unique story. Don't be so afraid to make a mistake.

trojanpony77 August 17 2006, 02:18:43 UTC

I am not really scared of making a mistake inside my controlled environment. I am more worried about making life mistakes. I know that there going to happen and that I will just have to deal with them, I get that. The truth is that I have a thirst for knowledge and what I want to know takes me down pathes that I may not necessarily want to pursue but, I want the kowledge of. I dont know my role in my furture pertaining to a career. I know that I will continue to want to explore more avenues and acheive higher levels of understanding. Whether that mean acheiving "status" at the work place doesnt matter as long as I am learning. Always moving forward.

Thanks for the input.

anonymous September 21 2006, 02:43:36 UTC

ray,

its me again. please respond, i am very worried about corinne.

trojanpony77 September 21 2006, 13:01:54 UTC

Hey, you have nothing to worry about, Corinne is just fine. She got this new job and she has been very busy. She is about to start teaching a short course at the JC so she's prepping for that and she is also going to Sacramento twice a week to take a course there for her job. On top of all that her and her husband are pregnant. So dont worry and know that she is doing really well.