Well, it has been quite some time since I last put an entry in my live journal. The reason for this, is rather simple. Nothing has really happened in my life. My goals in tellin people how I feel are not going as well as I had hoped. My cowardice has proven itself superior yet again. I am at a loss. I have given up on a couple of my goals, ( Read more... )

Why do I insist on running when there is no where left to run? Why is it that everytime I try to get close to someone I run away? I can't help it.... it is like I'm afraid to love anybody. I'm afraid to tell people how much I love them, becuase if I do then that means that I'll have to deal with one day possibly losing them. I don't know if I ( Read more... )

Can you say I really fucked up? I can... I'm on academic probation because well my freakin' GPA is like .45 or somethingl ike that.... not even a legible number. Ok so the Theatre department tells me... Ohh you cant' be in or be involved with ANY show this semester.... FUCK what the Fuck is that!? So becuase I have bad grades I can't be in what ( Read more... )

Ok, so how about I just decided on my own that the damn class that I was bitching about is going to be dropped weather my advisor likes it or not. Yes, I don't really care, but in the words of the immortal Cartman..."I do what I want ( Read more... )

Ok.... I realize it has been quite some time that I have posted anything, but honestly, I had nothing of importance to talk about or even on my mind. But for some reason now I have tons on my mind. Firstly I find it rather difficult to concentrate as of late. I am uncertain of the main reason but I have a bunch of little ones that have ( Read more... )

Holy shit, to say that I totally wasted 6 thousand dollars this semester would definately be and UNDERSTATEMENT! I did not only waste 6 thousand dollars but I wasted time. I have come to the total and utmost reasoning that if I do not do well next semester I am done with the whole college thing. Maybe school just isn't for me. I don't know.... ( Read more... )

Hello friends! I would just like to say that I am not having a very cheerful day today. I went to class at least so I suppose that is a good thing! Well, I finally got my computer working as well so this is all of the good things ( Read more... )

Well, today has been going great so far! I got a call earlier about a 3 bedroom apartment that isn't going to run me too much for next semester. Even in the summer it will be rather modest fee to live there. SO that means all you bastids that make me drive to Butler all the time can take a trip down to ole California PA! Yea that is right I got ( Read more... )

Well, I'm not really sure how to start this thing off. So I guess I'm just going to start typing and if I type something wrong or have bad grammar deal with it ( Read more... )