the way her hair waterfalled over her body when she'd take it down, he would lose all periphreil vision, there was nothing else happening in the world, anywhere, how could all not be peace when there are such sights to behold? (in younger years this foolish boy would put himself at the gates of babylon, that glorious trot beneath a sky of kites, ( Read more... )

man im a dick.

The act of restraining or the condition of being restrained. Loss or abridgment of freedom. An influence that inhibits or restrains; a limitation. An instrument or a means of restraining.
Control or repression of feelings; constraint.

you worry so much about all the things you still havent figured out about the world for her. you worry that your arms may not be big enough to armor her. and your biggest fear of all, that they should hurt her one day. because all the shit of this fucking world is already inside you. encrusted. fearing jealousy for her purity. fearing god damned ( Read more... )

the dinner party is almost over.
and the war is about to begin.

there are so many people i miss, and the really dumb part is that some of them live so close - like within fucking walking distance.

(i just deleted an entire paragraph here as to not seem ljemo)

When they made love that day it was one step closer to making sense and she brought them some wine afterward and they sat and watched the sunset through the green curtains, naked, with deep-bellied glasses of wine. The green darkened into black. He let his hand trace each of her vertebrae and she did not say, That tickles, stop, like he thought ( Read more... )

ill be downtown for the next 4 nights. find me. buy me a drink. laugh with me. cry on me. im leavin on a jet plane. dont know when ill be back again.

but im turning off my comment settings because i dont fucking care what you say.
comprende?

( my bros and hos )