my stomach is empty and my heart is still broken ( Read more... )

i know this is my second entry for the day but i just wanted to bring this up ( Read more... )

today i got my heart broken and had troubl driving because my brain didn't want to focus on the road.
that's why i didnt want to tell anybody.
because i knew it would only be a matter of days before i was hurt.
and i was right.

wow, randomly i got sick today after school. it wasn't really fun. but sometimes you just get sick i guess ( Read more... )

"Don't wait for tomorrow. Today is what you have, right now is what you've got, so Never tell yourself that tomorrow will be a better day; let today be tomorrow! And when you truly understand this, today will be the best day ever, because you will really be living."

i dont really have anything to say, but i thought it'd been to long of a time since i last made an entry. tomorrow i dont have to work, so that's good. and i dont have to work saturday either. id much rather work three days during the week and have saturday off, even though i work friday and probably will end up spending the whole day saturday ( Read more... )

emmas better than you.im definetly having a wonderful time with my cousin. i pretty much wish she lived here. that would be amazing. but, i guess i miss my friends. yeah, i only guess. my feelings are kind of hurt because it seems like lately everyone is closer to amanda and tess, and im kind of left on the tail end because schedules dont coincide ( Read more... )

so, i dont fall apart often, but i think i have a good reason to now. i need things. things like...a new straightener, a new look, new clothes (again), a new life, and most of all a NEW CAR. actually, what i really need is MY CAR BACK ..without the damage. yes, it was my fault. i didnt see her coming at all. but no, i wasnt doing my makeup/hair/ ( Read more... )

im really mad. chris wont be able to talk to me for a month. so dumb. i know. but. like..i dont understand. how could his parents ground him from me?!? like...i mean...its definetly NOT fair..they take away his phone and his computer privledges...how am i suppossed to talk to him? thats all we really have...phone and computer...until he comes to ( Read more... )

yeah..
im not making my slideshow anymore because everyone seems to be getting annoyed with me asking for pictures even though alot of people ask me for pictures and im always willing to do it. oh well, yeah, im not gonna make it anymore. its already deleted. soo yeah.

k <3