i'm clearly on the wrong side of campus. it stinks.

so, i'm taking a jazz class this semester; just signed up. i will have to get up early twice a week, but then i'm hoping this will get me back into shape. let's just hope ( Read more... )

i never write on livejournal..
it hurts my neck to read them all.

ehh it's like sometimes yes and sometimes no.
i've decided to just not let it phase me and then more attention is paid.

:-)

Ugh. I hate anxiety. And everyone else seems to be upset about this and that and i feel even more upset because they're upset and i don't understand how i'm going to balance this. I almost can't focus in class...because i just keep thinking about what i wanna do and what i want and can't have and it's shit. i'm biting my nails again and i ( Read more... )

i can't believe eit's actually happening. we're actually graduating from High School. God, i knew the day would come, but i had no idea it would be here so fast. i love you all.

i'm pretty happy :-)

i'm finally at the point where i'm happy with what i have for the most part. FINALLY. again. i slipped in, then slipped out, and slipped back in again. maybe it has something to do with it being that time of month, which it isn't. but i'm just saying, maybe that affects it ( Read more... )

it's weird sharing 1 bathroom with everyone in my family. it's not that bad, but it's weird. anyways, life is pretty good. school is so soon. that kind of sucks, and i still have to do humanities and im probably pretty screwed, but this is senior year and im determined to make it good. im just gonna have fun and not let myself stray back to what i ( Read more... )

oh my gosh.
not another fucking car accident. this time im determined NOT to let it kill me inside and eat me alive. this time the cops didnt come so it cant be that bad, other than the cost, right?

fuck. is all im gonna say. shit. oh well. life goes on. this was meant to happen. shit shit shit. shit. ugh. okay, its okay.

okay, so you remember in 5th grade when they taught us about "i" messages ( Read more... )