that last entry was very lame, i was so fucking tired. i still am aswell. i had an ok weekend, strange and at times really depressing, but pretty good ( Read more... )

i'm rather pasty right about now. just gotta remember it's all chemical ( Read more... )

last night was pretty good. i'm happy with it ( Read more... )

i've been reading this article which i so highly recommend. http://www.prosoundweb.com/recording/mm/week1/mm.php . it's about a guy recording a band and it's made me roll around laughing till i'm sore ( Read more... )

today i got my shit eyes tested and found out what's wrong. i'm unusally long sighted, i shouldn't be working indoors, because it strains my eyes and can make me tired. Great. that helps, first god gives me shit talents i don't fucking want like maths and fixing computers, and then he gives me dickhead that eyes that are incompatible to my boring ( Read more... )

that photo that is my new lj pick is one i dont remember taking on my saturday night adventure. i went my own way after mel's party cos i wanted to go on an adventure and i took plenty of arty photos and for some reason wore a busines shirt and tied balloons i dont remember getting (or tying actually) to my bag. i wrote "im going on an adventure ( Read more... )

i feel really really fresh. pretty suprising too, cos i didn't sleep much and i got a bit hammaered last night too. my head feels totally clear and i feel like i have energy and inspiration. i put zines in humble pie and resist and spoke to adrian and graham for a bit each, i bought socks, a tshirt and a bisso shirt, i finsihed aaron's tape, i ( Read more... )

i feel better now than i did today. i kind of had a good afternoon night and maybe my brain doesn't take much to turn just cos i really want to be happy ( Read more... )

i have a shit loophole in my brain where it can't function properly around mess. no one respects that. they thing i'm perdantic ( Read more... )

i think i was made to live alone. i feel so good by myself a lot of the time. i get creative and inspired. tonight was ok. i got home and started making aaron a tape. it's hard cos he has EVERYTHING but i made a pretty good first half to it. he'll like it. then i went online and as usual, i brought out the emo kid in the 3 mostly not-emo people i ( Read more... )