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damn it feels so good
it's almost wrong
back where i started
blank sheet, new poem
we've come a long way
and a longer way to go
don't worry
i read your notebooks
and trust me, i know.

we will always have words
we will always have meter
that's one way to deal with life
and you know me
i'm a cheater.

this is my whiney bitch journal. i started it when i was 13. i know people from comedy are starting to read it and complain but i cant privatize it because i put it in dutch cuz i thought it was funny when i was little. anyone know how to make all past entries private? im sick of waking up to comments on posts from when i was like 14 telling me i'm ( Read more... )

if i should fall,
please throw me
over your shoulder
like another wounded soldier
or until the war is over
build a wall, build a wall.

yea if
I should
fall,
just remind me of before
leave me wanting more,
wanting more.

yea, if
I should
fall
play it real smart
fine tuned, like an art
till we get bored
we will get bored.

she read about shipwrecks
plagues and slaves.
she read about death
madness and rage.
she read about wisdom
youth and old age
in the rain under
the hospital awning,
she read epitaphs
as if they were warnings
and walked home
head still bowed 
to the page.

i wantah crowd to love my art
I want someone to say it was worth it
before I fall apart.
fuck it
I already fuckin
fell apart.

I want to reach enlightenment
through drugs and sex and meditation
but I'll never get there cuz I practice to
much hesitation

performing comedy is a form of prostitution, either they love your style and wanna bring you fancy gifts or they chase you out of town with a pitchfork for failing them.

but hell, in both cases they paid so, whatever.

Move a box
write a poem
I've got a desk
so I've got a home.
Thank "God" for this!
and thank "Him" for that,
Thank my savings account
 and thank my cat,
but...
Thank myself first
since i did all the work.
so i could sit here drinking fire
spitting the flames out 
in verse. .