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I don't really feel the need to be abundantly "successful," (whatever that means), and sow my little creative oats and make neat abstract little poems that make all the other creatives just pleased as punch. I get wanting to do what you love for a living, but what happened being dedicated to a craft purely because you enjoy it, and not because you ( Read more... ) -
with every hair that was tangled to you
i seem to come here a lot when i've a lot spinning through my mind. it's been a place of great sadness and greater joy. it's weird to come back and see these things and revisit these feelings in a wistful sort of way. i know i'm not doing things in the right order at all. it's weird to be loving in such a whole way again and it's breathed further ( Read more... ) -
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I am so happy right now. I feel as though I can actually see my accomplishments and that the things I've worked towards are really coming to fruition; that the people in my life that I care about most are finally the right people to care about; that I am strong and can see the opportunities to be strong even in my most difficult, weakest moments. I ( Read more... ) -
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i don't really know what to do with any of this
my life is confusing and sad and complicated, as always
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i feel idiotic
i don't know why my life feels so disastrous and why i let things happen to me and then am sad over the fact that i walk into situations quite willingly and with a remarkable amount of shortsightedness and narcissism, just assuming that bonds in life are formed as instantaneously as they are destroyed
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you’re not a liar and you’re not a monster, you’re a human being with a big heart that i loved once, once, maybe still, a big, big heart that i never want to see go away or turn black and shriveled and mean and you are traveling, always traveling and i could never hold you -
an astronaut could have seen the hunger in my eyes from space
I remember being so happy and saying that I couldn't believe this was my life.
I still can't believe it is sometimes.
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good day. bad day. good day. bad day.
loving you was incredible. it makes me so sad that love can't be that way forever. i don't know why i want forever, but i do. and all i can remember is telling you, "i love the good times. they just make me want more good times, that's all" and now i'm here and this is so terrible and i don't know how to do it. i don't know why life and love and ( Read more... ) -
i stretch and shift.
can you see the river in the branches
and know that it means you will die
and that peace is returning?
can you find a wildness in your body
and walk through the store after work
holding it high?
there is neither knowing
a constant sound in your ears
end and beginning
a pile of brush
the fog on the hill
standing in the parking lot, squinting
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i wanted you to love me in the end in the same ultimate way i loved you and still want to love you or will always love you. i am sad for what has happened to us.
i am so sad.
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