I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear ( Read more... )

This is kinda sparked by Beth, I guess i should use this piece of cyberspace that I claimed for my own ( Read more... )

I apologize for the last entry, it made people worry and stuff. My bad ( Read more... )

Why does this happen? Every time I try to help someone, I end up screwing up their life more. I stir up feelings that shouldn't be stirred up. Why do I have to try to fix everyone!?! I should've learned after Joanna that I can't help anyone and people are better left to deal with their own problems because in the end, they are the ones that ( Read more... )

I promise I'll never title another entry with a crappy Staind song title. Ouch ( Read more... )

Haha, this must be like the 37th entry entitled, "Hmm ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. I went to school, had a reletively easy day ( Read more... )

So, all in all, Today was a good day. Work is cool. I worked with Cameo who I love working with because we just get along. Umm, I got some stuff to talk about, But I just don't feel like typing it.

Oh, and I'm sorry about the last entry and making people worry. It's cool. I'll never do anything stupid. I'll always be here.

1. Don't keep secrets from Adam. This will result in a lack of trust from Adam and also in Adam feeling insecure about whatever relationship we have ( Read more... )

Woot! I got called back for the musical this year! Again! It's so rad. I remember how Godspell totally changed my life and how I met some of the coolest people ever during that show. Booyaka ( Read more... )