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dirt is how i feel about now. i want to jus hide under my covers an not come out. im not going to want to feel like i did before, the only thing i feel like is a fool. so dumb an stupid, willing. i had it how i wanted for a long time, but shit doesnt turn out the way u plan it. it never does for me, im givin up, cuz to me theres no point ever again ( Read more... )

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well as my mom has said, she was to believe that ive been 'sexually active' wtf is she thinking, i think shes dumb. i have not an yet shes doesnt believe me. hey i dont care cuz i no it didnt happen so i got nothing to worry bout. WELL she decided to get me checked. so i had to:

~go to the doctors at 3:30 and get checked

~DUH i didnt have sex

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i need friends. thats it. oh no am i making myself sound pathetic an depressing? lol oh well. haha im watchin Neds Declassified on Nickelodeon. ive seen this episode like 4 times. haha. okay well i wanted to update my livejournal. an jus cuz i have the time too. ive got too much time. maybe i should take up a very intresting hobby? any suggestions

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goodness. last nite was fun. well it was me,becca,kayla,tim,spencer,mike,kali,and her friend matt. well we all went to see the boogeyman at 7. lol me an becca were like holding hands the whole time. it was pretty scary, but almost kinda a dumb ending cuz it was like just...weird. expected more. now we jus gotta go see a scarier movie next friday! ( Read more... )