You gaze at me with eyes full of love.... i really thought i would share with you my love, my heart and my soul. But when i open my eyes reality shows me that i'm alone...
My mind is filled with blank thoughts.... what will happen tomorrow?

Please close your eyes, wipe the tears and smile

today, i woke up first thing i thought about was BEING PISSED! fawk i'm so fucken pissed of, i feel like taking IT OUT ON EVERYONE AND AS YOU CAN TELL I'M WRITING IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE I'M HELLA PISSED OFF FAWK, ALRIGHT FUCK THATS HOW YOU SPELL IT!!!! GOSH I KNOW I HAVE DONE ALOT OF SHIT IN THE PAST BUT I DON'T DESERVE THIS CRAP ALRIGHT! FUCKEN A ( Read more... )

Please close your eyes, wipe the tears and smile

Accepting Change ( Read more... )

Well i'm just writing some thoughts i have in my head before i go to sleep. Had a lil chat with Rose and she told me that she admires alot of things about me, i'm like whoa! lol i'm just a siimple guy with a simple heart but with a creative mind =P. Doing little things for people do mean alot because it shows that you take the time to do it. So ( Read more... )

hehe today was uhh weird day, drove up to SDSU and found out all the stores were closed! aaaahhhhhhhh i'm such an idiot lol, I burn all the way to K-mart whoa that place is GhettO and i mean Get ToO, hehe a grip of cars everywhere i think they had a fair or some crap. Me dressing all nice =P muahahaahah went in there and bought some construction ( Read more... )

I know that i'll one day read all my journal entries so i want to remind myself if i must not talk from the heart, but only use the feeling that it expresses. But to think before i say anything because it'll affect my future dearly. Talking from your heart will only lead to regrets because you aren't really thinking at all, its all emotion that ( Read more... )

Today was really peaceful, slept most of the day, went to a party and won my ghetto street football game ^.^ Yeah right now i'm doing just fine, time made me stronger. I once felt weak but now i'm getting used to this new feeling in my heart. Hehe i know one day it'll just be natural and it won't hurt any more. I won't try any more because when ( Read more... )

I see my life in front of me, not more nothing less. A gift from above to cherish or to toss away. Life can be your friend or worst enemy, either one is your choice. *sigh* right now i'm learning to not cling on or to dwell on things that are gone. Today lets see i was racing 2 integ, a old honda and a prelude. It was fuN! lol, i saw "The One ( Read more... )