I don't want to be part of a special group.  It may be a tall order, but yes, I'd like to be happy. constructing your own set of values is difficult, but I imagine it will save me a world of grief...

Sometimes I just have to stop and marvel at how deceiving appearances can be.  That something isn't the way we think it is and more often than not we don't care that how we view something may be completely wrong.  It's like we're looking at lakes.  I can see myself reflected in what I see (my views, my opinions, what I wish to be true) or I can ( Read more... )

so, next weekend i might get a chance to shake my thing on the dance floor. woohoo!  someone get me to the castro!  it seems like i've been pretty busy on the social scene lately.  I had three offers for friday night fun and I'm actually worried that i won't get to some people in the next 2 weeks. it's odd the way there are hi's and lows.  plus ( Read more... )

What if I just let go? what if I just let go...

1.What is the one thing you regret doing/not doing for me?
I regret not thinking of you as someone who could handle me. I always called Nat. She could help, she would listen, she would care. I just didn't think you would or that you could and I should have tried. True, i've found that your listening skills still leave something to be desired, but I ( Read more... )

It's friday. I have tonight, saturday, sunday, and part of monday morning to finish my exam. Is it possible? eh, maybe. although in the past week i've picked up an annoying habit of napping in the late afternoon. sometime between 3 and 6, generally lasting 1-2 hours. And the worst part is that i still go to bed at 12 or 1 and don't wake up til 7. ( Read more... )

Today was a me day. I started with some light lab work, then went shopping, treated myself to lunch, treated myself to a movie and then treated myself to ice cream. It's wonderful to have people to go out with but I like to remind myself that I don't need them. I can get out and explore and do it all by myself. I'm so easily led into believing ( Read more... )

sounds lovely, but i think i'll pass ( Read more... )

making friends is not an easy thing. i feel like i'm in friend limbo--somewhere between having them and not having them. these things are delicate and i don't want to rush them and have them develop all funny. ::sigh:: i suppose i can be patient. it's just that he's popular. and i understand, really I do, but when he takes time out for me it makes ( Read more... )

"pretty as a midsummer's morn, they called her dawn ( Read more... )