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Act As If What You Do Matters
I'm sitting in my EMS class a few days ago and feeling kind of low, and decide to wander into my instructors office for a chat. She said the single most wise thing I have ever heard. She told me that whenever I'm feeling down - no matter what's going on around me - to act as though what I do makes a difference, because it does ( Read more... ) -
Must Be Doin' Something Right...
I don't deserve all the good things happening to me right now. It finally feels like everything is falling into place and that maybe, just maybe, life will be okay. Please, God, don't let me screw this up ( Read more... ) -
'Cause Every Man I Know Makes Me Feel Like I'm To Blame
Answer me this. What kind of guy really turns down attachment free sex on the basis of emotion? Isn't that the whole point of attachment free sex? It's um... oh, right, attachment free ( Read more... ) -
The Attempt And Not The Deed Confounds Us
Perhaps my dear Shakespeare has yet again, harkening to me from centuries past, hit the nail squarely on the head, so to speak. In my current predicament, I genuinely believe all the thought and care being given to the matter has greatly increased the confusion related to it. The matter itself is fairly simple: mutual attraction between ( Read more... ) -
I took your picture...
Let me say this in no uncertain terms: I had sex with him last night. And again this morning. You know what? I'm glad I did. Not only did I experience physical gratification at the hands of someone other than you, but I got something out of it emotionally. Maybe this means that just because you helped me get over him doesn't mean I'm bound to ( Read more... ) -
Revelations Of My Evolution
So here's my big divulsion of truth: I've always been kind of clingy in relationships. Which, strangely, goes completely against my entire personality. I'm not a needy person, and never have been. But over the last few relationships, I've grown to think I needed the boyfriend figure around, all the time, to support and validate me. How screwed ( Read more... ) -
Shake That Shit... Enjoy my vulgarity.
To have the single most...electrifying...sexual experience of one's life is markedly fantastic. To have that experience induced by one's own hand is a strike of providence ( Read more... ) -
You know my hips don't lie and I'm startin' to feel it's right...
My hiatus to life and silence on its happenings is officially terminated. Things are going swimmingly well and everything seems to not only be falling into place, but settling quite nicely and feeling right. The process of reconstruction it's taken for me to reach this point is of little consequence, but things are, daring to jinx it, better than ( Read more... ) -
Rage. Rage Against The Dying Of The Light.
It's been a long time since I've had a visceral reaction to anger. It's been a long time since I have genuinely wanted to hurt someone, or plotted out how to do it... Tonight is one of those nights. I want to tear the heart from that deceitful chest and shove it down his charming throat. So since I'm far too nice to actually do this, and ( Read more... ) -
I Want A Do Over!
If I had this life to live again... There are absolutely, beyond doubt, things I would change ( Read more... )