its been a couple years since i posted, and i forgot this username and password and made a new lj. then i figured this one out again...haha i have 2 now!!! ahhh i got my coffee, the weather is absolutley beautiful, i got my vase of fresh cut lilacs, and its red wing playoffs game 7 tonite. come on boys you can do this! make me proud lol. is ( Read more... )

a week and a half after my grandma died, my great aunt died. so i had 2 funerals in a month. man that sucked! anyway, i spend too much time at home, but i dont really wanna do anything. you know, men suck. sometimes. why cant they just say what they really mean? is it that hard? i like being single now, but i miss that phone call goodnight. and ( Read more... )

My grandma died.

muahahahahaha, its halloweenmonth. haunted houses here i come. i think im gonna be a dead stood up bride in black...wadda you think?

forgot to mention one thing, im single. again...

Im bored. i need people to talk to me, hug me, something.....

I hate this feeling. The painful heartbreaking feeling of the unexpected crashing full force onto my soul. My heart has been shattered into tiny slivers of nothing, as if it was never there. I feel dead inside.

i poured in the water, fut in my coffee grounds, and pushed the on button. sat on the couch. heard a funny noise, but diddnt pay attention. went to check it when it was supposed to be done. yeah, i forgot to put the glass under the coffee spout and all the coffee was all over the counter. can you say retard?

THIS IS GIZMO, SHE'S MY LITTLE GIZZY KIZZY KITTIE....

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woke up with a massive hangover. took brian to work withen 5 minutes of waking up. that was brutal...played with kitten. went online. played with kitten. went online. power goes out for an hour, spend the hour playing with kitten. power comes on, kitten takes a nap. took a shower. dried my hair. kitten wakes up. playtime once again. go to mall. get ( Read more... )