1). Bianca(pokes Matthew in the stomach ( Read more... )

Soooo Joanna and I saw Guster on Tuesday night and it was an amazing show. Joanna got us SPECTACULAR BALCONY SEATS(RIGHT IN FRONT) and I have never been able to see a band sooo well before in my life. The opening band was SAM ROBERTS and let me tell you they were incredible..and the lead singer, sam roberts, was wearing a Radiohead shirt which just ( Read more... )

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So, life is grand again. I dont want to jinx myself or anything but I must talk about some of the stuff thats going on in my life. Ok, I GOT A JOB AS A NANNY! thats right a Mary Poppins kind of nanny. I am looking after two young boys in Manlius and lets just say IM GETTING PAID very very well. And the best news of all is that ERIC is coming back ( Read more... )

Ok, so its September 11th 2003 which is not only the day we Americans remember the terrorist attack but Eric and Bianca's 2 year anniversary. The only thing is we haven't talked all day. And Im a little bit more than upset. He doesn't have a phone so he has to use his room mates and last night we had established that we were going to talk tonight ( Read more... )

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So, summer is over in officially ONE DAY...I move back to Cazenovia on August 31st a.k.a. Sunday a.k.a my birthday...and to tell you the truth I AM PRETTY DAMN EXCITED.... Miss Marianne will be my new room mate(which will be quite fun) and we have already set some goals for this year too.... THEY ARE: 1. Ween Bianca off cigarettes completely or at ( Read more... )

So, once again Bianca is dealing with depression. And I'm beginning to realize how pathetic I am. I've decided that I am not just a hopeless romantic, I am a dependent, immature, illogical child who needs to grow up. I am in love with Eric Raymond Eklund, obsessed if you will. Next month is our two year mark and I'm thinking about marriage. I spent ( Read more... )

Well, Eric leaves tomorrow...he stayed in Rochester for a week and now our vacation together is over with. He is fast asleep right now and I am wide awake and hurting... sooo I saw that my brother had a survey in his journal and I'm taking it from him to take my mind off the horrible day that awaits me tomorrow.... bear with me ( Read more... )

I've been wondering about my own death for a long time...good thing I know whats going to happen now.... Suicide.....or perhaps an accident...or murder...lets just hope I'm rich and successful before all this bullshit happens. HOORAY HOORAH HOOROOOO What will deathday be like for you?