If only crying really could solve all my problems...

[truetomyself]

Sometimes I wish I didn't get so disappointed in myself because then I just get so hard on myself...It makes me want to sleep all day and avoid how I feel inside. Sometimes I wish nothing would ever go wrong cuz when it does I always blame myself. I'm not doing very good today I wish I could just disappear so I wouldn't have to worry about anything

Comments

[dirty_birdy_13]

you better not make me sick again!!! just kidding. dont be so hard on yourself. realize that things do go wrong, regardless of how hard you try to make them perfect. life happens. not everything is perfect, and the harder you strive for perfection, the more things will go wrong and bad stuff will happen. its something big that ive come to realize that only minor things can be perfect but those too get messed up. such as the shirt piles at work, those HAVE to be perfect when i work, clothes constantly lined up. but thats pretty much all i can perfect. i cant perfect myself, because to meet my ideals of perfection i will eventualyl end up dead. sooo. not sure where im going with this. just take it easy and dont stress out too mcuh. if you need to talk, you know where i am.

[unseenangel]

Hey Hunny,
I know just how you feel. It's hard when you feel depressed and just want to dissapear. If you ever need to talk sweetie, I'm here. I know what you are going through so I'll do anything to help you. Love you. Hang in there :)
*Jamie*

aww

[truetomyself]

miss Jamie!!! I miss you so much I was so excited to see you at the Relay for life you even got to meet my boy!!! I was so glad to just see this post from you and yea it is tough but I've been getting through it. and what you said...the same goes to you hunnie!!! If you honestly ever just need someone to talk to that knows what your going through I am here for you any time you need me! Love you so much lady!!