it really bothers me when people say they don't like this person or that person. However when you say howcome they have no real answer because they don't know the person well enough to even logically say it. I just wish that people would actually get to know someone well enough before just prejudging and deciding you don't like them ( Read more... )

Ok so ummm when was the last time i wrote in here??? I don't really have much to say right now because as usual there are a million things on my nerves and still have my anxieties people are driving me nuts and some friends have been makeing me feel like they take me for granted...I'm tired of going out of my way to make sure i see my friends happy ( Read more... )

"Girls are like apples on trees; the best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground, that they aren't as good as the apples on the top; but easy. So the apples at the top think that there is ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I didn't get so disappointed in myself because then I just get so hard on myself...It makes me want to sleep all day and avoid how I feel inside. Sometimes I wish nothing would ever go wrong cuz when it does I always blame myself. I'm not doing very good today I wish I could just disappear so I wouldn't have to worry about anything ( Read more... )

So I've been thinking about how so far this summer I haven't been spending time with anyone except Cait and Tommy and I even spent time with Blanca...and as much as that is cool cuz they are all amazing...I have come to the realization that things did change while I was at school this year even though I kept thinking everything was the same...but ( Read more... )

so this past week or so and a little more have been amazing in starge and crazy ways. So the other day I'm sleeping in and all of a sudden the phone rings and she starts getting in to a conversation with someone i could tell was calling for me. So I pick up the phone....and it was Tims voice :) I have never hears someones voice sound so happy after ( Read more... )

I have done nothing but disappoint my parents with the grades I got at Bryant. Its starting to feel like thats what I'm good at...dissappointing them :( and it makes me feel like shit and then my mother wonders why I'm depresed and she asks what wrong. What the hell am I supossed to say? Yea somethings wrong...I can't do one god damn thing right ( Read more... )

So I have 2 days left of class and I couldn't be any more glad. I got my car back last week after not having it since march 17!!! and so I finally get to go home and stay home and not have to come back here where I feel so stressed out all the fucking time! and the funny thing is I don't really think I'm gonna miss too many people except for Kate ( Read more... )

I don't just kiss anyone the way I kissed you...

Yesterday...March 31, 2004 my first and only dog Princess was put to sleep. This dog was the most gentle, most beautiful, most extrodinary dog in the universe(to me anyways). She was so so smart and she always kept me company when I was home by myself...even all of the cats we have had and the cat we have now loved her! I could never imagine what ( Read more... )