This is it...

[truetomyself]

you wanna know straight out whats going on...fine...here it is...hard core straight out...and please read every thing so u'll now finally understand...you lied...YOU LIED TO ME...and after i told u that i was afraid of being lied to and afraid to be with you...i let you in cuz you promised you wouldn't be like the rest of them...then u were...u are

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hmmmmmmmm

[benway]

Well when u ask me "are u gunna hurt me" what am i supposed to say, "yes i am" u put me on the spot, u did this several diffrent times about many things. my feelings about the hole collage thing is strong, i lost someone i felt very strongly for cuse of collage. yes we are freinds.. but i told u already... i dont wanna hear anything negitive.. or anything about us.. i dont wann hear u bitch about how u have a headache.. i dont wanna deal with shit like that. ppl bring me down.. i dont wanna hear about that shit.. call me ask me to give u a ride somewere come to the scatepark and hangout with us... i dont mind that.. and if u dont think i care.. well thats u.. cuse only u can control what u think.

Re: hmmmmmmmm

[truetomyself]

I understand i put u in awkward positions and all i have to say is that im sorry tim...about the whole college thing...i really can't say anything because i knew the minute u broke up with me it was out of my controll...i don't wanna bring you down...im not gonna be that person...and its not that i think u don't care but you know me and u know that sometimes i just don't feel right about things...but I truely can't say u don't care when cait tells me how u ask how im doing...but i care about you tim...so i am truely sorry for making it hard on you...but things weren't easy for me either...but im so so sorry