so after a horrendously long time away from it all i may or may not be back. i guess i just FEEL too much not to do anything about it. right now, at this very moment the best way to describe me is to say that i am extremely and utterly not entirely depressed ( Read more... )

well, its been three days since the apartment place should have told us about the cosign application and when we'll be moving in. i'm getting a little distressed that they keep saying they'll call and never do. lyd and i have been calling them each day to keep them on their toes, but to no avail. maybe today will bring good news ( Read more... )

its all the hoop jumping thats making news these days ( Read more... )

My gawd, so much to tell... and not so much desire to write it all down. basically, i haven't been around cuz I moved to fremont and I was without regular internet access until a couple days ago. and yet still, the internet is through my new roommate's computer cuz mine doesn't have a modem (cursed dial up, BURN IN HELL ( Read more... )

if leaving him at the curb of the airport is the hardest thing i have to do in this relationship... then i know everything will be a-ok.

but that was 10 minutes ago... and i already miss him like mad.

tonight is the last night i get to spend with justin before he flys back to seattle. we're goin to sleep now, but i promise to tell all about the weekend in a later entry.

...lovin that guy more all the time.

holy "F" i made so much money in the last four weeks. i was already able to pay off that 800 i owed from germany!! okay, just had to get that down. whew... soooo relieved right now ( Read more... )

justin comes tmrw!!! mwahaha

what a tumultuous few days its been ( Read more... )

its been such a strange day, i took a nap, which, i NEVER do. mostly because i've felt like i'm gonna throw up since last night. i dunno whats up with me, but i'm feeling real sick ( Read more... )