we'd been kissing an hour before our lips even touched

i feel like i could cry forever..nothings right. My life is falling apart right before my eyes. My friends aren't the same..some i haven't said even 5 words to some since school started. Most of all, i need a shoulder to cry on, someone to love. why is that so hard to ask? I just want someone here to hold me and tell me everythings going to be ok.

nothings been up lately! High school..wrong schedule [[still]] im gonna go camp out @ the counseling office this morn lol. cough with my dad cough..hes gonna show em whats up :P. then volley everyday for a couple hours..been kinda hectic getting everywhere, but im ok ( Read more... )

last night was fun! brig, joey and i went to boomers. We raced on the go carts..i was brigees passenger :P..im always so freaked out that im gonna crash one of those things cuz i did that @ 6 flags one time! lol..right into the lil tire things on the side and i was completely stuck..how embarassing. We played like 6 holes of mini golf..started ( Read more... )

Last three days @ volley tryouts have been pretty fun..but nerve wracking! Talk about butterflies. Did OK the first 2 days..didn't get cut. Then today i thought i did SO bad!! I did well on the mile tho..8 minutes--could have been worse. IT WAS SCORCHING OUTSIDE! u could see the heat waves coming off the track..yikes. So after i killed myself on ( Read more... )

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look @ alis journal to see whats been up..

k well the last few nights i was @ shans..we jus hung out and went swimming. people came over on friday night, we had some fun! Then sat I went home & layed around til like 3 then went to kyles. Me and brig played volleyball like the whole time, then she wanted to play football..and uhh needless to say I SUCK @ IT! lol but i have an excuse..my ( Read more... )

so yea..last few days i was @ the beach..dana ali & i spent the night @ brigs..then went to the beach. We just hung out. The day b4 thatg we went to bubbletea..me and dana covered brig and tinas towels with boba @ the beach while they were gone..soo0o funny!! we're jus lil trouble makers :) then ali came over last night..we talked..cried..ate ( Read more... )

Hey guys..well the last few days have been pretty good. Sunday night i went over to Ali Jaynes house then brig came over too. We watched Honey..ate brownies..just hung out! we took some funny pics & ill prolly post em later. Then we went to go to bed and this big bug like flew across the room and i like touched it..it was so scary lol! then we woke ( Read more... )