This whole college idea is REALLY getting to me. I have no idea what to do anymore... I like to think I am making prgress, but it seems like I am just pedaling backwards as time passes me by. I don't know who to trust, I don't know what wll be best, or whether to let things go and start a new somewhere distant. I really wonder if God finds ( Read more... )

Hello for probably the last time-- I doubt I will survive tommorrow's wrath for me ( Read more... )

May the wind always be at your back And the sun upon your face And the wings of destiny to carry you aloft To dance with the stars ( Read more... )

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So long time no post.  But I now realize why I haven't actually posted, there is nothing to write about.  I could complain about stuff, but I have done too much of that lately.  I could tell you about our volleyabll game, but that is too informational and boring, I could write about Johnny (but I see that as self explainatory).  I guess there is ( Read more... )

So this weekend has been pretty god, minus the fact that I did like no homework ( Read more... )

Silence is one of the hardest arguments to refute.  Josh Billings
So I know it may seem retarded and no one believes me, but I can't handle my grades this year already.  I have never even seen some of these grades in my life, okay wait I Have Never seen these grades in my life.  Before today I just kept being optimistic about it all, but now I ( Read more... )

As the snow flies

On a cold and gray Chicago mourn and a poor little baby child is born in the ghetto

In the ghetto

And his mama cries, cause if there’s one thing that she don’t need it’s another little hungry mouth to feed in the ghetto

In the ghetto

Now people don’t understand a child needs a helping hand

He’ll grow to be an angry young man ( Read more... )

Ya so last night went really well I thought.  She was half crying and I really did see a change in her that I really like.  Hopefully my mom will accept her again and we can be friends again, I really want to.  School starts again-- allowing the desire to run off a cliff to begin.  I can't wait for Corpse Bride, go Tim Burton!!  I love you all.

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Well volleyabll lost today, but overall I was pleased with how we played.  It was the little things that hurt us, but we fought- and we were close.  All source of discipline has been lost- it is gone, forever.  I think I need to take a vacation and go in search of it.  I just figured I think I am still not in the realization that school is here, ( Read more... )