it has been a cool minute since i wrote in this. but i only wanna say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STINKY AND JUSTI!

ok im done and out.
lori pi

... tell me that you love me

omfg. why does it bother me? i mean i do it  too. it's sooo damn frustrating. i'm so damn confused. you felt  guilty? i did  too. that's why i dont know why i'm letting this get to me, why i'm letting you  get to me. but you've always have gotten to me. since the day i met you. you  had me.  i don't know why i expect more. i mean considering your ( Read more... )

"i only smile to hide the pain"
                                       -ohnadz

ok seriously. people need to knwo what they want. especially from me. i try to make people happy as much as i can. and when i try, they go around doing other shit. and completely forgetting what im trying to do. i know it sounds selfish in a way. but im so sick of always trying to please people and just ending up with me on the side. im tyring my ( Read more... )

_stars
_smiles
_hugs
_kisses
_family
_friends
_boba
_dance
_& so much more

new sN created sept 19, 2004:
_ oO i heart

:i love it when you smile

ilovejesus...

ok vegas was awlrite. my mother did not permit dana and i to go venturing to various clubs in the area. and she was greatly irritating me all weekend. and some random mad asked me to marry him. it was quite frightening. and then some other guy who was all bust asked me to go to a club with him.. ok no!~ but i had a good time with dana kris and the ( Read more... )

so school as officially started. it's been working out quite well for me surprisingly. things have bnne working for me lately... except certain people and the way they've been acting. but that's my own fault for not beein more assertive... what can i say im a passive girl.

im  all super excited to move. i can finally do things for  me. i know it's ( Read more... )

here's your new layout, seester.
don't hate it.
i'm not done yet. i'll fix it forreal time when i'm not so lazy.
you're welcome :]

safety.

to one that i love so much...
            and to another whom i hold close to my heart...

"who does that??? i mean seriously"

talktomeitkillsmetoknow yourmadatmeitkillsmetonotbe abletoholdyou talktoyoukissyouimissyou

i'm so sick and tired of my dramaful life. ever since i got back it seems like nothings ( Read more... )