Today had to have been one of the worst days of my life ( Read more... )

So I got to spend my Christmas (it was a few days early cause of work) explaining to my neice why I gave London away. For those of you who don't know/remember London is the baby I had back in April. My ex sister-in-law had told her that I did it cause I didn't love her enough to want to take care of her. WHO THE **** SAYS THAT!!! Even if in some ( Read more... )

I got back into town and went to see a friends band play. I left early cause of all the happy babies, they were making me sad. So one send a friend a text message saying I had to go not really feeling good but if she had time after I could really use a friend. I didn't hear back from her, other than to say yeah everyone wondered where you went. She ( Read more... )

Wow so it's been awhile since I posted. Not alot's happened. I'm working tons, still not getting anything fixed at my apartment, my brakes are about dead if anyone wants to donate money :-P jk, London is just getting prettier, you get the picture. I'm sick. Sinus infection.

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I just went and walked around the nature center. I took the long trail. I saw lots of deer just grazing about, they didn't seem too bothered by my presence. My belly has been hurting a couple days now but they say it's just ligament pain and to do exercises and stuff. I'm just kinda hoping as a birthday present I go into labor soon (today). I ( Read more... )

Sunday I was scheduled to work a double. That's right folks, 8 1/2 months pregnant and serving a busy lunch shift and then hosting all that night. Gotta love it. So anyway, all through the host shift I was getting shooting pains through my back and belly, to the point I was sitting alot and on the verge of tears. Work was going horribly. The ( Read more... )