Life is so messed up right now I don't understand a god damn thing.
I hate me.

So this s definatley my last fucking entry cuz onley jessika replies and I can just call her or talk to online or myspace or somthing no one cares so whatever. I'm not mad or anything it's u know a waist of time.

I'm so happy right now. Happier thanI have been in weeks hell fuckin months, unfortunetly I can't tell anyone why. O well!

There are times when I think to myself what the fuck did I do, you know but for the people that always get what they want I guess I am here to even it out ( Read more... )

A man was being chased by a tiger. He turned and ran for his life. The man ran for miles his heart racing. He thought he could collapse at any moment but he kept running. The man was cornered at the end of a cliff hundreds of feet up facing a fall that would surly kill him. He had never been more scared in his life. The man was faced with a very ( Read more... )

So life sucks and it's not getting better. finely I thought I had a way out something to keep me going when I feel like shit but first I get told I'm an ass hole and a bastard and then she moves even farther away... fuck.

This is the sadest I have been in years and I am almoste about ready to cry (but I won't) . I can't believe after all I said to you, you did that to me you have no idea how much you mean to me no one does.

What do you think of me. I don't care if it's bad (moste of it will be.) So just be truthfule because I will know if you aren't.

things are ok I guess. Nothing speacial ofcoars. Well I don't have anything els to say (nothing good anyway(lotsa bad though)).

well I really have nothing to say ( Read more... )