Have you ever tried to reach deep inside of yourself and pull out some emotion, when you feel empty, only to find nothing? I feel like I have no one, few real friends and my family has problems of there own(alot of theres are mine) I feel cold.
Topher you live a long way away from me, and yet your always there to take my minde of of things, thanks.

Fuck valentines day, the most bullshit holiday ever.... Some people are meant to spend it alone.

Ummm... feelin pretty shitty and sitting at home asking myself why do I always fuck these things up.

Love is like I big whole, no matter how far you think your falling you always hit bottom. (you may land on a nice warm bed, or the cold hard ground)

I've known myself for a long time and if there is one thing I have discovered about myself it's this, I'm an insensitive prick and I can live with that. Kyra I hope things go smooth with you and kyle. As for me I know things will go great with elise. That's all I gotta say.

Damn you, you flying diaper wearing tubby midget. you fat levitating dwarf I resent you, at least something good came out of shooting me, or not I could be wrong about alotta things, guess I'll have to wait and finde out.

Wow I love how you say were friends and that you love me and that were like family and then we get in a little argument that you started and you turn into a total bitch. I really don't care if ur not talking to me. I don't care if you ever talk to me again, if your out of my life I'll move on.

I can't believe this shit, I thought you might have changed but I was wrong your the same stupid bitch you were the first time. i must be a fucking idiot to believe that you gave a shit. I wouldn't be as mad as I am now if hadn'r been such a pussy about it and had your friend do it for you. What the fuck. Well I don't care anymore all I know is I ( Read more... )

I don't even know anymore. I used to write about how I was depressed and I didn't care anymore and I hated myself. But I wish I felt now the way i did then, I feel so empty inside right now I don't even know, whatever.

I wish I was happy, I wish I felt safe, I wish I didn't feel empty, I wish for Just one day I could forget about all my problems. I wish I didn't have to worry so much about my grandmother and grandfather. I wish I didn't have to worry about my step dad, my mom, and my baby sister, I wish I didn't have to worry about my nephew. Just for a day I don ( Read more... )