another day in the life of ej...... my world is crumbling in around me im losing my place to stay and im losing a lot of confedence in myself to get on with my life...... ive lost my dog and soon i hope to get a job so that i dont lose anything else i luv........ Jen has become a very special person in my life and i would love to stay with her for ( Read more... )

jen i dont know what to say........all i can say is that i love you and this not wanting to hurt anyone is dumb......the ONLY persone that you need to worrie about hurting is yourself...........fuck my feelings they dont mean a damn thing next to yours.......... yours will always be more important than mine..................................i just ( Read more... )

i dont know what is going on in my world right now i do know that it is going down the wrong road and i cant stop it.................every time i seem to get her back she always seems to fall farther an farther away i wish that when something is wrong i could at least give her a shoulder but that seems to hard for her.............i am deeply in ( Read more... )

i'm so much in luv it aint even funny. i enjoy the fuck out of the time we spend together even if it means me not providing for her like i would luv to. i've looked and looked for a job but no one will hire me and that sucks much balls. if only i had a job i could help in so many ways it's not funny. hopefully soon i'll end up getting a job if not ( Read more... )

today was great i had a great morning and somewhat of a good day. i got my tattoo filled in and it hurt a little. the car would not start so that sucked but other than that every thing is pechi:) luv always
P.S. i ll see you in a bit baby

i luv you 2 but the thing thats going on is bugging me to much to relax and its really getting on my nerves cuz its now 2:26 and i got to get up early so i can go job hunting and i cant get to sleep with out my weed (rubs chin):) anyways i think this SHIT is BULLSHIT and i'll be severely glad no..... ecstatic for this all to end so my luv and i can ( Read more... )

im so tired of all this shit with HIM i just wish he would leave me and my baby alone so that we can be happy! but NO! he pitch a bitch like a FUCKING TODDLER cuz he can't have his way well the way i see it he can either GROW THE FUCK UP and act his FUCKING AGE or plain and simple move on!!!!!!!! baby since you are going to read this im not doing ( Read more... )