I am pretty certain we have reached that point where it is either go or dont go. I mean we have gotten to the point where we are really close, but I can't help but feel that a lot of this has become one way....god i love him..boy do i, but i just know he is going to break my heart and it is going to be soon. What sucks is that valentines day is ( Read more... )

what do you say to taking chances? what do you say to jumpin off the edge? never knowin if there's solid ground below or hand to hold or hell to pay....what do you say???this is a mess. I didn't stop. I probably should have, but its too good. MINUS the girl who throws herself at him. it does nothing but annoy me. Last night he was like what do you ( Read more... )

its gonna happen. i can just feel it. my hearts gonna get broken....arghhh

whats funny is that we are both afraid of being hurt. so, we are both taking it really slow. i dont want to be hurt. i dont want to hurt him.

i just dont know if i can take the lying anymore.

please dont hurt me. i cant take it.

im such a dumbass. just had to get that out there!!! I HATE FEELING STUPID!!

hello old friend! why is it i always come back to you when my shits all fucked up. can summer 2009 be over yet? it really has been the worst 4 months of my life. dwi, car accident, 2 potential relationships- both fail. and the second one...didn't happen the way i wanted it to.. it SHOULDNT have ended already, but hes seeing someone else, i just ( Read more... )

my life is such a mess right now!!! ARGH. I am not sure i am ready to leave america!!

I was teaching Science to small children on Thursday and I had a significant break between classes and I ran into an old teacher who is currently teaching Media Literacy and asked me to jot down some thoughts on facebook and email them to her...This is what i came up with...

My thoughts on Facebook ( Read more... )

no means no. i dont get why its so hard for some people to grasp that! This kid is a fucking moron. He is an asshole that I used to date, ironically his name is Hunter (haha), anyway i don't know why I dated him. All that we ever did was watch movies and start to hang out after midnight. I know all his friends, but not through hanging out with him ( Read more... )

I am so broke right now that I am going to go through my closets and sell my clothes to buffalo exchange. I know that they wont give me very much money for them, but considering I don't really wear the clothes ever, I don't see how it is a big deal...i hate being broke.