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i'm still feeling stuck. although i now have going home to look forward to- which is hugely clarifying... just being in calgary air helps me think... i had a disappointing, grumpy we will rock you audition which i had been so excited for... and i'm really tired today and not wanting to go to my film class. feeling unprepared for it and ugly. i just ( Read more... ) -
fasting*
I'm fasting. For three days. For clarity ( Read more... ) -
Feeling Messy....
I’m feeling this huge frusteration in my body yesterday and today. I feel like screaming. Like I want to get mad at someone but no one really deserves it. I feel stuck in my life. Like maybe I made a wrong choice doing this performing thing. It feels like it doesn’t mean anything. Like I’m not going to feel fulfilled if this is what I do with my ( Read more... ) -
delicious day off...
I love waking up to the sound of rain and having it be a day off where I really have NOTHING I need to do or accomplish and rolling back over and sleeping more... Rainy days are the ultimate lazy days, staying in pjs all day... delicious and the perfect days to curl up with a book and a hot cup of tea, with candles and blankets and just relax. The ( Read more... ) -
living the work...
So here I am. Day one of the second week of my first pro show and I really don't think i've ever been this tired. something i have realized: it was a good thing to make friends in school because in this business it is more difficult to make friends during a show because the process is so short and most likely i'll know or know someone who knows ( Read more... ) -
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It feels so weird to not see everyone I know in Toronto all the time. I kind of hate it. I miss seeing my friends all the time. I know I have to stop complaining about having nothing to do but I am so bored... Like I just lie around all day... This is how people get depressed... Cause I feel like I can't get a job for a week and then quit cause I ( Read more... ) -
anticipating grey's...
So I'm sitting here waiting for Grey's to start and I can barely believe my life right now. I think I might be one of the luckiest people ever. I can't even handle that I already have a gig(kids show called "Afternoon in the Park"). I mean, granted its super short (a month) and its not much money, but its SOMETHING. And when I got it, it was like ( Read more... ) -
let the sobbing begin!
GREY'S ANATOMY TONIGHT!!!
So excited. Got my popcorn and chocolate, kleenex and I'm ready to go. Can't wait! -
here i go!
so here i am. back in toronto after a time to ground after graduating. wow. i'm happy to be back but i'm also really scared and excited to see if i can make it in this life we've chosen ( Read more... )