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whats a five letter word with two p's that means the opposite of fuck my ass?
i keep coming here to say something, then i over think and close the window. ive been doing it for at least a week straight. i want to spill my thoughts all over my keyboard, but then i dont ( Read more... ) -
you dont want to be sent back...
im swenty six and i have never been on a real interview. at least what i perceive as a real interview. maybe all interviews are like this, but i kinda doubt it. i got a new job today. or maybe, i think i got it. i never went through any type of interview process, i was just introduced to staff and equipment. i dont know what that means really, but ( Read more... ) -
advanced metric courage radio introduction
im wondering and thinking a lot and honestly thats never good. i know this. but i guess its whatever. its gonna happen. im really just trying to let all of this run its course but i guess its that no one reminded me just how long this course takes to run. seemingly forever i guess ( Read more... ) -
razors edge!
there really arent too many things out there that are better than a nice fresh razor. they are so fucking sharp! its really a beautiful thing when you (i) think about it. its destructive power is wielded so effortlessly as it divides and takes away. there are fewer things in this world more sexy than a fresh shiny new razor spotted with blood. ( Read more... ) -
chew me up, spit me out.
i just want somebody to love.
i just want someone to love me.
i want to be special, somehow some way.
im looking for someone who will stand up to me, stand up for me.
if you cant stand up for yourself, how could you ever conquer my faults? -
no money.
sick = suck ( Read more... ) -
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girls are pretty much all the same. there are ones who have certain traits that attract you to them but really if you attempt to break them all down they are all the same. maybe i just havent found 'the one' or whatever. but i feel like its more like you find 'the one' who you can tolerate you more so than others and who you can tolerate more so ( Read more... ) -
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noveeeeeeeemmmmmberrrrrrrrr!
i have lost all track of time, thought today was the first but my journal says its the third. fail. -
closer
i dont really like halloween. i didnt dress up. i went to the bar. it was alright. my main computer is broken. my life is over. my cell phone doesnt take voicemails any more. i dont know why. i really like my grandfather. he made me smile yesterday. smiles help fight depression! -
its getting better!
theres a look in your eyes i miss. its like a thirst, a desire. i can see it now, and i miss it.
but then again, fuck you.
:)