You're nothing but a dirty carbuncle, festering in the corner!

For whatever reason, and for however long, this above quote was in my saved drafts. Makes me think of "Oh, the flesh will be tearing at the opera house tonight."

i just want it good. who wouldnt want that?

if anyone cares, i have to force this 'forgetful' notion. i have to constantly remind myself that its not worth it.

that feeling that im not worth it must come naturally to you.

you told me you "found" this. so maybe you will be so inclined to read it again one day. maybe you will find this like i just found a note of yours written in the middle of a pad of pink post-its. it speaks something about love. it makes me happy for a little bit as i remember all the good. it was refreshing. thank you for everything ( Read more... )

old habits die hard.

i proudly wear the stink of sex.

when im happy im like not inspired to write in this. so i guess that means at this moment, im not happy.

i really need to get something together, but i think im at least on a path to do so.

whatever.

bahh.

the phrase "i wouldnt worry about it" its like my new favorite thing for now. now i just need to practice what i preach.

i feel like i so desperately need that closure. like the why. like why? like do you know what i really felt? do you know what i really feel? why who the fuck put you in charge of such a decision. i just wanna know how you could do that to me. love? really?? sometimes i hate you. i cant believe you. how could you leave me like this ( Read more... )

that wasnt nearly as bad as i thought it was going to be. i was in the zone! my dreams and my nightmares were completely wrong, ha. im all full of myself right now. i really have no reason to be, i guess its the right thing to do. you shouldnt be rewarded for doing the right thing, but whatever im thirsty so im gonna reward myself ( Read more... )