Undecided I don't know what i want right now

so dont fucking ask back the heck off!

RJ~

damn i am back and shit do i ever have a tan

sex

later

RJ~

Brett is on his way over. The other night he gave me the most amazing massage. Tonight it is time to return the favor. I bought him one dozen roses and extra candles. I am going to candle light my bathroom. Then I am going make him relaxs so much!
I hope he loves it!

RJ~

It has been a long time since I have updated. Well lets see. Nothing has changed life is life. I am just being what I always am. I am kind of nervious about this trip to Mississippi. Right now I am contimplating (sp is fucked I know... I am tired so blah fuck off) a party Thursday. I know I don't leave until Saturday but due to the dates of the ( Read more... )

Sometimes the world is like quicksand! One thing goes wrong and then another; before you know it you are neck deep in you inevitable death. That is how my day has pretty much looked. There is no way to win. I should just surrender and give into to all that surrounds me. Give my dreams and accept this inevitable misfortune that looks to be my faith ( Read more... )

Yes now we are in the one month catagory until my birthday! I finished my last day at Dove and I met a lot of cool people! It was an awesome experience that I will be able to use to help me suceed in my future!

I am so head over heals for Brett. It seems like the love in constantly renewing itself and never feels old to me!
Thank God of him!

RJ~

It hardly grasp me that I am going to be finish working at Dove in just one day! I mean it is amazing how long it seems I have been here. Only seven months but it seems longer than that ( Read more... )

Well I am on the verge of the weekend! This is my last week here at Dove I have a short week at Dove and them I am done. I have to start to prepare for my trip to Mississippi. I hope you all miss me since I will be gone for a while. It is my duty though spreading the God you. I am really getting into all this reading I am just in love with the ( Read more... )

So today I am suppose to hang out with Renzo this should be interesting after all the drama. We are going to go see a movie or something. Weird. Last night I hung out with Betsy and Chrissy it was a fucking blast I love those girls and I know now that I am addicted to buying DVD's it is insane ( Read more... )

My day s here at Dove are numbered! I need to get a car fast. This summer is quickly approaching and it is going to be the summer of Ryan. I have lots of plans and lots of friends. I will be owning this summer. To those premoddona bitches who have annoyed me for so long good ridence ( Read more... )