Yay! I just bombed a test...damn it...Oh well, tomorrow will be awesome...I don't even care...I'm so excited. Even though I have to make an ass of myself in front of the school...and the drill comp will SUCK...becuase we are not ready. Oh well, maybe I just shouldn't have Steve command..she really doesn't know what she's doing...oh well. I can't ( Read more... )

I'm re-blonding my hair and going hot-prep tomorrow, it should be cool...I hope it turns out alright.

I'm in such a great mood...yay!
(Look at my fucking mood! w00t! it doesn't say depressed for the first time in...[goes to check]...jan 8, 2005 where my mood was "crazy")

Ok, so I got my Jacket, it's pretty sweet. This Friday I have Drill practice till about 4:30 ish, then Drivers ED till 7, then the baskettball game, then the dance. Then I'll get home late and have to be up early for the drill comp on Sat. After that, who knows...but I have plans for Sunday that I hope don't fall though. I'm done for now...

For those of you I haven't told ( Read more... )

Wow, this is weird...I haven't had a nightmare in forever...irrational fears are stupid. I haven't been truely scared like that in a long time. I feel like such a little kid...Apparently I find solace on the net...

My anxiety is killing me again. I don't know what's wrong with the way that my brain works, it's like I don't want myself to be happy. Last night was weird...I goto animania and I hang out with everyone and I'm ok. Then I start acting like a whore and I feel so bad about it afterwards. I'm so sick of hurting people, but there's nothing I can really ( Read more... )

So yeah...sometime later today is Animania. I have drivers 2 from 10:00-12:00, so that's awesome...I'm just a little bit closer to being able to leagally drive. The later half of yesterday was awesome, and Robotics went well. I think Allen is giving me a ride for Animania, but I'm not sure, so someone should tell me if they want to give me a ride ( Read more... )

Tonight will suck...I can't wait for tomorrow.

Wow...I feel really special...or it could just be the bioxin...[ilol] I know it's only an antibiotic, but it is seriously fucking with my mind. Umm...I got three massages at lunch, I got paper clips from Renee', which is awesome because I gave all my other ones to random females. Anyone who knew me last year, or early this year, knows that I always ( Read more... )

Oh look...a muffin. I'm a teapot. The kettle is black.

I'm sick...and home from school...I feel like shit...blah. [throws up] (-9:55AM)