Happy Valentines Day! Now go kill yourself...

I'm sick...I feel like shit...and all of this is out of nowhere...and I forgot my biology work at school...I think, or it's in my backpack.

Well...damn. I can't type to well right now because I've been lifting weights and playing HALO 2 all day with Mike and my hands are twitching. I meant to type this long depressing entry last night but I got sidetracked...Yeah. Me and Mike were supposed to hang out with Jamie today and she never called back...we tried calling 5 or 6 times and ( Read more... )

So yeah, I aced my bio test...100%...yep...I'm still sad and shitty though. I fell so bad about a whole bunch of stuff right now...I don't feel like typing about now though...so yeah. I'm on sale at school and Chirs payed $10, so yeah, GO BID ON ME! heh, I'm a whore.(not really)

Straylight Run!
When: 2/18/2005
Where: The Blind Pig, Ann Arbor MI
With Bella Lea, Action Action, Firescape

So yeah, people should go. Hit me up and let me know if you can go...

In addition to bombing that test last night, I just realized that I can't do the review for the test in Biology because I left the review at school...and it's only half done...along with all of my notes so I can't study...damn it. Ok, so I'm going to sit and think about the different systems and still try to do the other half of my project for that ( Read more... )

Because of all the crap going on I just bombed the test for my class...I'm so pissed...and I have one thursday too...damn it. I knew the shit too, I just drew a blank and started thinking about other things.

I'm such a failure...the only thing I can do right is hurt people and hurt myself...I know that people care about me and that they hurt when I do, but I still do things that are self destructive...I was just bottling things up for those 2 1/2 months and it was killing me...I had to let it all out...I know that there are like 4 people that "like" me ( Read more... )

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I went to sleep around six listening to Dashboard Confessional leaving me with some rather screwed up dreams. I can't help but crying each hour as I woke to find that non of them were real. Now I'm awake for good and it's midnight on Monday, now I have homework to do. I just want to procrastinate and not do anything that I know I need to see myself ( Read more... )