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This post is just for you Mere =)

About Me ( Read more... )

I've been so up lately. Possibly even happy. School's going well so far this semester. My social life is better than it's been in a really long time. I'm dating FOUR guys! I love my apartment. I'm content with the way I look. Everything seems pretty wonderful. But I still have moments like these. Moments when life seems so unclear. ( Read more... )

Lamictal 100 MG. I feel nothing. I mean, I am almost totally void of feeling. It's like I'm just here, going through the motions. Boring. Bored. Not really thinking. Definitely not feeling. Is this what mood "stability" is supposed to feel like? Something doesn't seem right.

This has got to be what dying feels like...

I'm not sure that I have the strength to make it through all of this.

Do you know when I feel most alive? It's during the winter when I'm driving in my car with the windows down, heat on, and music turned up really loud. I don't know if I ever told anyone that. I remember freshman year. Amie's OLD car. Taking the roof off (not sure what kind of car it was that had a removable roof lol). Driving around Capital Circle ( Read more... )

My life is perfectly on track; I am EXACTLY where I'm supposed to be, doing EXACTLY what I am supposed to be doing - and it feels AMAZING ( Read more... )

I have recently realized that I am very happy with my life these days. I LOVE school, my job, my apartment, my friends, my cat, my new car...everything ( Read more... )