Trouble... im lost, i love her she doesnt feel me back, someone loves me i dont feel them back another i think feels me but of course i dont feel her back... im so fucked up...... i rolled my truck, i need jesus... no joke... please help me god... ur my only hope.... i need to pray... i think im going to sleep out side... its nice out there... ( Read more... )

havent written in this thing in like forever.. Well same old stuff happenin lol nothing too new, i have a gf.. shes awesome, and i have my friends, but im still missin something.. i dontknow what it is.. its like im missin something in my life.. like im not getting it from somewhere.. i think about her alot..i dont tell her that.. because its both ( Read more... )

Today sucked ass.. I woke up and had the worse headache ever it hurt so bad.. I couldn't even stane up.. Then i went to hidden Valley Inn and it was soo good... Ummmm... then i came home and went to sleep somemore, and then woke up and had dinner and then talked to my mom, and then my sister, and then i got online, and talked to some people and ( Read more... )

I love high school.. Some people hate it, but i dont.. If it wasnt for volleyball and high school, i would have never found her, and both my bros.. I trust her with everything as i hope she does the same. I trust them with everything and i hope the same.. My bros are there forever and she will be too. My life is almost complete i can feel it so. My ( Read more... )

This is where i belong.. Behind her.. My life has opened.. I listened to my heart for once.. It told me something fabulous, wonderful, great, and amazing... It told me two things.. 1.) that i love her more then my mother(which is a ish load..) And 2.) Be with her forever and ever, never stop loving, it said never to stop loving. I listened to it. I ( Read more... )

Im peachy..... Anyone know what means??? It means that i want to die and yet i want to live forever.. Its quite funny really.. Because im never peachy, im either wanting to kill myself or i want to be there... Never both.. So next time im peachy.... shoot me please.. Because this hurts.. I made someone cry today... In front of me.. wanted to pull ( Read more... )

Well i in a hole and cant dig up i feel good.. Well for the most part i do.. I feel like i made the right choice.. I have to see if she loves me back... If not it was time well spent i need it.... Im recken everything but ill surive.. class got to go peace

And the world will know me as
Tryin2live7

im lost.. again.. greatness i found it and droped it.. im scared... i dont know what i want anymore.. ohwell.. i'll live.. My health isnt much better.. could not make it.. not sure yet im prayin for the making it side.. Wow... going into a relationship is the sacryest thing ever..... im leavin now wont be on for a while not my fault well it is but ( Read more... )

I feel intresting.... My health is turning for the worst.. Well not that bad but could be::( oh well ill live i hope.. She finds me when im lost.. I like that feeling:) the pain im going to go through isnt enough for her passion.. I love her for that.. Pushes me to work hard ( Read more... )

im falling in.... and im not sure i will recover from it... I need to crawl into a hole.. NO joke. Something is wrong with me and it might be too late... Im not going to die but i need to.. I need to just move or something and start over ( Read more... )