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thinking about the younger daya
i was thinking about high school and how much it blew nuts.. but them i remembered my friends, and how much they liked me.. now i dont know what to do with myself..
know me or hate me as
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wow
you know u have thoes days that u feel like shit.. yep thats me right now.... im tired and feel like crap.. lovely.. im tired too... sick of everything.. and i had this dream that i was racing this car in my truck and i got too much air and almost did a backflip.. and i recked the back end of my truck.. so scary.. i have been sleeping all day.. ( Read more... ) -
eh
IM TIRED... and i cant sleep.. i have class.. it sucks.. im sick too i think... unbeliveable.. im a cardnial.. its a drinking game that i got down.. its awesome.. hahahahahahahahahaha got to love it. screw school.. im going.. on that note.. i pissed off like three people already.. over this weekend... it was amazing..im such a dick.. but im ( Read more... ) -
the thoughts
ok tell me something.. if u have fucked up horribley and u know u have and u have done it more then once.. and u know ur a asshole and all this, but u dont want to fix it u just want to mend it? like make it better but not another chance/? anyone? yeaaaaa i dont know either.. postively outrages.. im beyound help.. i know.. my mom says to go to a ( Read more... ) -
friends
friends.. there always there right?? to listen to u when u cant sleep, to take u somewhere when u have to get out.. friends is all i have left.. there always there.. mine are anyways.. the ones i care about.. the otheres.. there not my friends.. they just say that.. its quite funny.. they all hate me.. i know this.. im not too worried about it.. if ( Read more... ) -
eh
school.. it sucks.. im tired and feel like shit.. my world is going around me too fast... i cant keep up with it.. its killin me.. but oh well ill survive.. what if i told u i loved u.. would u say it back? or would u just turn around and walk away?? please help me.. im dying with out u.. getting over her was and is the hardest thing i have ever ( Read more... ) -
eh
TIRED... AND SICK OF EVERYONE.. ALMOST EVERYONE... IM ALWAYS TIRED.. ITS AMAZING... MY HEAD HURTS, MY BODY ACHES.. AND I HAVE A PAIN IN MY ABS.. I THINK SOMETHING IS HAPPENING.. GOD IS COMING BACK TO REVANGE WHAT IO HAVE DONE.. I HAVE A FEELING.. SICKNESS.. TIRED... PEACE.. IM OUT
and the world will know me as
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this once
for once.. for once, i have decided to move on... its like i finally relized it.. lol i had my chance.. lol its great... i didnt think about it today.. it was nice.. cried at the dam gay ass movie.. got up to "go to the bathroom" well i did got to the bathroom but i could of waited till the movie got donw.. but didnt want to watch it.. stupid shit ( Read more... ) -
long time no update
wow havent writin in this in forever.. its amazing..... u know i read my last intry(sp?) and i relize nothing has changed... its amazing... i mean how i still care but cant tell her.. i didnt tell her still its been how long?? still havent done it..... amazing.. she makes it worth it.. no hair, no care, no life... i play like it dont bother and i ( Read more... ) -
sigh
crunble.... what if i feel infront of u??? would u catch me?? or would u let me fall till i snapped out of it?? do u not belive my feelings??? i whish i could show them.. somehow... She makes me crumble, she makes my body shake when im around her.... and i cant even keep it together... i need volleyball.. and golf, and my best friends... and her ( Read more... )