so i've made my first video journal yesterday and this will be a series of them until i die, and i think im going to try to post some on here.

Peace Out

It takes too much energy to be mad so im just going to lighten up.

well this weekend was susposed to be freakin amazing. the week went slow but it was good and i couldnt wait until suday and monday. But instead i crashed (emotionally) and it was going good so far. i mean i thought that this was going to be a date but no at the last second(on sunday), after it was all planned out and i only need to know where to ( Read more... )

so last nite wasnt good but today started out fine. however now i have crashed and i look in the mirrow and it feels like the face before me is not mine. I am dead inside. . .my pain as risen and i feel so helpless. I cant fill the hole in my heart. Damnit i dont even know if its right to fill it, i mean what if im just reaching out hoping to find ( Read more... )

So i guess this is the beginning . of something i can write in. o-snap i got a date 2nite.