Ugh.

[trying2recover]

Yesterday I only ate ONE thing. ONE fucking thing. My total caloric intake was approximately between 400 and 500 calories.

So how the fuck did I gain 0.5lbs?

I didn’t purge.

That’s the only thing that I can think of.

But still - consuming less than 600 calories in one day should have definitely caused me to lose weight, not gain it.

Then again, I’m

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[love_war_snow]

Us borderliners tend to do that. I'm really proud of you and so thankful that you told the bf about your purging. Eating little is not a good idea if you're trying to lose weight. It will slow your metabolism and may be the reason you gained instead of lost. I hope you don't mind when I talk to you like this because I seem to be doing it a lot. Of course I'm just trying to help but if it's getting annoying let me know. You should eat about 6 times a day but obviously small meals and not eat anything or very little at night. Try to make it balanced and drinking lots of cold water. <3

[trying2recover]

I don't mind it at all. Truly - I actually really appreciate honesty. I don't particularly enjoy people encouraging me to starve myself, although I do like the support in knowing that I'm not alone.

6 small meals seems utterly impossible to me. Consuming more than 600 calories makes me feel like a fatass.

UGH. I need to make a journal entry now so that I don't write too much in this comment.

But seriously, I really DO appreciate your feedback and I want you to continue to comment. It means a lot to me.