so my 18 bday is next week... i guess i should seem happy about it but i cant really seem to see whats to be happy about it, im just going to sit at home and do nothing ( Read more... )

its been a while and so much has happened ( Read more... )

"Sick with myself, but i've got no one else ( Read more... )

I'm so confused. this new year is already off to a bad start. i cant seem to find my way. im scared of things to come and im trying my best not to be but i feel so alone. i need someone to show me the way.

so Christmas is almost here and im becoming terribly excited!! though i hate snow im kinda bummed out that it wont be a white christmas... i really looking forward to the break im to relax. i hope things will be like they were in summer time hanging out late and waking up at 12 and doing it all over again.

fuck dude that korn video for right know is fuckkin gross as all hell... ew man i forgot all about it till i just saw it... thats really fucked up... and i saw this fat girl girl dressed in mad tight clothes... im goin blow chunks

fuck dude that korn video for right know is fuckkin gross as all hell... ew man i forgot all about it till i just saw it... thats really fucked up

i got this new underwear... and it is the best underwear everrr. no joke. makes me and my crotch real happy.

im trying my best to hold back tears and it feels as if my heart is in my throat. =(

this feeling fuckin sucks.