once again my mother frecked the fuck out on me for NOTHING. jake was over and he was asleep cuz he has to get up at 5 30. and some out friends of ours where over so i went out side with everyone to hang out with them. and mom is just sitting there saying all these off the wall things like "oh im such a horrible mother" and blah blah. and the whole ( Read more... )

so i am in FL now visiting my grandparents. and me and jake have not been doing good while i have been here. i feel so sick to my timmy about it all. i mean, we are not like "fighting" but well he didnt call me two nights in a row at times that he should of. and by the second time i blew up on him, a lil to much. and we both said sorry. then i ( Read more... )

well i have a new guy as most know. my boy jake, he is sooo good to me, opens the door for me evertime and all that good stuff. he has seemsed kinda down the past few days, i dont really know what is bothering him, but i wish i could help, but he is the kinda guy that likes to work his shit out himself, and i guess that is good cuz i got alot of my ( Read more... )

i just got back from going to atlantic city with larry and his family. it was nice. me, larry, and his brother got along great. that was the first time that we all hung out that much. me, larry and his mom and brother where all in the same room. so i got to share a bed with larry. that was really nice. and me and his mom got back rubs from these ( Read more... )

so i fucking hate my mom. she thinks that in the new house when i have to pay for everything from food to tampons on my own that she can still tell me when to be home and who to have over and things like that. but she cant, cuz i am not even 18, so she really cant make me pay for my own food. and if she dose, then i should be able to have the rules ( Read more... )

once again i cant sleep ( Read more... )

my life is so full of ups and downs ( Read more... )

so much has happend ( Read more... )

damn its been to long sence i updated. i was doing good there for a while. but this summer has already been so busy and crazy. our house just went on the markent yesterday and we already have someone making an offer. so yea. the only reason i have time to update right now is cuz i got ready for work early. damn so much has happend ( Read more... )

Posting for Lindsey because I can ^^;

( what a cutie )